Postnatal psychosis can cause sudden and dramatic changes in a woman’s thinking, mood and behaviour. Psychosis causes a loss of contact with reality, so her behaviour may be out of character or seem out of control. She may also believe/hear/see/smell things that are not real. Symptoms normally occur within the first four weeks after giving birth but can occur up to 12 weeks after birth. Sometimes the symptoms aren’t recognised until even later. Symptoms will vary but things to look out for include:
Changes in sleeping and eating patterns
Lack of need for sleep
Unable to sleep and eat
Changes in energy levels
Feeling full of energy or restless
Feeling agitated – unable to relax or stop moving
Feeling an intense need to get things done
Changes in thoughts and perception
'I was frightened, confused, withdrawn, pestered by illogical thoughts that randomly popped into my head including self harm and harming my baby.'
Feeling strong, powerful, invincible, like you can do anything
Hearing voices or seeing things that aren’t there (hallucinations)
Having unusual thoughts and beliefs (delusions)
she or her baby have special powers
that someone is trying to harm the baby
that she should be punished for being a bad person/mother
High mood with loss of touch of reality (mania)
Wanting to die
Thoughts of hurting herself and/or thoughts of harming the baby
Difficulty concentrating or severe confusion
Being highly suspicious of others
Changes in behaviour
Being disorganised and seeming confused and forgetful
Being unusually organised or in time management 'overdrive'
Talking quickly, often not finishing sentences
Making lots of unrealistic plans
Overspending
Getting into arguments
Difficulty coping with regular activities such as caring for baby, household tasks
Withdrawing from everyone
Feeling hopeless, helpless and worthless especially as a mother
Changes in mood
Extreme sudden mood swings, from very high to very low
Aggressive or violent behavior
Persistently depressed or elevated/excitable mood
If you notice any of these signs or symptoms in your partner, or in a loved one who has recently given birth, then you should seek support immediately. Postnatal psychosis is a medical emergency due to the dangerous thoughts and impulsive behaviour a woman may experience.
"I knew on that day that I was unwell but decided that my only choice was to keep on going. I thought that I had to, I thought that was my only choice. I just didn't realise how much my life would change that day."